So now we're both in the competition. The first week went well I guess, but then we end up at bootcamp. I got a little nervous because I didn't sang a good song. It was a too easy song and here we're both standing. On the stage with thirty other competitor. I'm trying to see if Louis is standing in the line too but I can't find him. Everyone around me look really nervous and I don't know if I should be nervous or just happy to come home. The judges finally enter the stage and sit down on the chairs. 

"Are you nervous?" Simon is smiling and everyone is humming. He looks me right in the eyes when he call up names. 

"James, Andrew, Lisa, Naomi.." He is calling up names in almost 5 minutes and my name is not on the list. Either is louis'. I look at Louis and he looks back with a quick smile. 

"Everyone on the front line is going to the Judges Houses. And unfortunately everyone in the back line its over here. You can back your bags and go home."

I don't know if I should cry or if I just should walk out with a smile. My head is empty. No thoughts, no future. I can't go back to school, people will laugh at me. I look up for a second and face Louis. He is crying and that makes me cry. The tears are burning behind my eyes and I just walk out, sobbing. Why didn't he got to the judges houses? He sang his song perfect. I meet him up outside the house and he is crying to my shoulder for a long time. I can't do anything else but just be quiet and rubb his back. Then the door opens and a security guard is coming out. 

"Guys will you please come inside, the judges wants to talk to five boys."

I look at Louis and we walk inside while we're drying our tears away. Everyone who went out is standing in a line.

What is going on? My first thought is that they're going to let five boys come to the judges houses. I hope that it's me and Louis.

A security guard is coming out and everyone is starting to bite their nails.

"I want Niall Horan, Louis Tomlinson, Liam Payne, Harry Styles and Zayn Malik to follow me, please."

My heart is beating so fast that I can't breathe. I just want this to be done so I can go home for the weekend and visit my family. The other guys looks really cool. I talk to Zayn on our way to the stage.

"Are you nervous?" He has a very british accent.

"Yeah, I don't know what they're gonna do to us." He shake his head.

 

The way to the stage seems to long and when we're finally there I take a deep breath. The judges is already sitting on the chair and they're smiling when we come up on the stage. 

"Hello, thank you so much for coming back." Nicole is looking at all of us, when we're standing infront of them. Once again. The stage and the arena seem so big when you're all alone with five boys.

"We thought that you're too talented to let go off, we thought it would be great to have to separated groups."

I don't get anything, what is going on. I just wanna know what they want to tell us about this. My nervs are like, I can't even describe it. Louis bites his nails, Niall bites his nails, Zayn bites his lip and Liam, I don't even know what Liam is doing.

"We decided to let you both through." Simon is saying that one sentence I've been waiting for.

I just falls down to the ground with my head in my hands. I just hear everyone scream around me. Then I feel someone is hugging me while I sit there and I look up to see Niall. We make a little group hug at the end before Simon stops us.

"Guys guys, you've got to work ten, twelve, fourteen hours a day. Every single day. And take this opportunity."

Me and the boys run outside to our friends, family. Everyone and just jumps in their arms. I'm so happy, I can't even describe my feeling.

 

Now the first week as a group we thought it would be smart to get to know each other. We decided to go to Harry's family house by a lake. At first everyone seems nervous. But then we all help each other with the food. I sit down outside with Liam for a little while and I'm trying to get to know him better at first.

"So, tell me something about you!" I'm smiling and he smiles back with a nod.

"I'm from Wolverhampton, I live there with my family. I've got two sisters, they're both older than me. I'm 16 years old and I've been auditioning for the x factor a few years ago."

I had a nice chat with Liam and we got to know each other in and out. 

I had actually a really fun night with the boys and it feels like we're gonna make a good team together. 

 

"1D! 1D! 1D! 1D! 1D!" The fans are wilder and bigger each and everyday. Today we're going to an interview and I'm not excited at all. Everyone wants to interview us now when we have realesed our single wmyb. It was a big thing for the world and we actually didn't thought that everyone around the world would like it. But it seems like we're famous, all around the world. And it feels fantastic. I'm standing by the window watch every little single fan who has coming here just to see us for 1 minute while we jump into the car. I feel someone hug me from behind and I turn around. Harry.

"What are you looking at?" He give me that cheeky harry styles smile and I nod at the fans. He rest his head on my shoulder and I love this feeling that we can do whatever we want like nobodys watching.

"Hey! Loverboys! Lets go!" By that accent, I bet it's Zayn who's yelling. I take Harry's hand in mine while we walk to the car. The fans are screaming and crying and yelling our names. I feel Harrys strong arm around me, like he protect me from everybody in this world. He's mine, and no one elses.

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