I'm so nervous that it feels like I'm going to explode. I've never been to these kind of talent competitions. X factor is not my thingy. But when my mom said that I could sing, I just.. Had to try it. It's almost 50 persons before me so I get my bags and go to the bathroom. It's kind of quite inside hear when you've been outside in that chaos. After I've been to the toilet I wash my hands and look myself in the mirror. Nothing special, I've got this flat bieber hair. My mom and dad hates it but I think it's me. Then the door opens and a boy with really curly hair enters. At first he doesn't notice me, he just walks into one of the toilets and stays there for a pretty long time. When he's done he comes up next to me and wash his hands. I can't help but staring at him. He's pretty. He turn to face me and gives me a smile. It's a little awkward at first but then he just breaks the silence.

"What's your name?" he's accent is so british that I can't help but giggles.

"It's Louis, what's yours?" He grabs a tissue to dry his hands with.

"Harry, Harry Styles." He's totally perfect, I've never had these kind of thoughts about a guy before but they're just coming. His smile is big and white with perfect straight teeth. Then it hits me, I've been in here for too long. It could be my turn to enter the stage at any time. 

"I really need to go now Harry, but could I get picture with you?" That sounded so wrong. Why am I so stupid? He laughs and nod with a smirk. I pull out my phone and take a picture of me and Harry. He gives me a smile when I exit the bathroom. I feel great in my body right now, it's unbeliveble. I don't even listen to the sounds around me so I don't hear that they are calling my number up. A security card is walking towards my direction and I shake my head to wake up from my daydreaming.

"I think it's your number they're calling up, sir." I'm listning after my number and when I hear it I grab my stuff and walk to enter the stage. A guy guides me to the stage and then I just feel so nervous that I almost can't breathe. I've never been shaking this much in my entire life. When he gives me the mic I just have this feeling that I can't breathe. I feel dizzy and I just want to turn around, walk home and never audition to this again. He is pushing me to enter the stage and when the spotlight is hitting me everyone is screaming and applauding. It's so blurry that I can't see the judges.

"What's your name?" A male voice is breaking my nervous moment and blinks a few times before I can focus on what I'm doing. 

"Louis Tomlinson.." There are so many people who is just sitting there, watching me. 

"What are you going to sing, Louis?" I look at the judges again and give them a smile.

"Hey there Deliah." The music is starting to fill my ears behind me and my voice is clean. Almost too clean and I sing the whole song without any mistakes. The judges applaud, the crowd appluad. The sweat is running down my spine and I'm happy. The worst part is over and I take a few breaths before the judges starts to judge me. At first, I thought for some reason that they didn't like me. But in the end, I got three yes and I run off the stage and out to the other contestants and screaming the lungs of me. I'm so happy to be a part of the x factor UK.

 

I'm actually not nervous at all to go on stage. I hope Louis did well. He's still out there and he has been there for thirty mintues. It's a long time for an aduition. Then I can hear someone scream from the hallway and out he's coming happier than ever and scream his lungs off. I can't help but laugh at him. He's the beautifulest guy I've ever met. I've been bisexual since 8th grade. I've never been bullied for it, but people didn't liked it. I saw it. They tried to ignore me, not in a bad way I think. But they hadn't seen a boy, fifteen years old, being a bisexual. That's wierd. But I feel fine about it, and my mom and stephdad have always been there for me. They don't judge me like everyone else. So it's not a new thingy, that I think louis is beautiful. Because he turly is. His smile makes me melt from the top to the bottom. And his hair is lying perfectly around his head. He looks like an older version of Justin Bieber. I need to talk to him again. And maybe before I go on stage. His family is hugging him and I can't come through. I wave to make him notice me and he looks right into my eyes with a smile. I smile back and it feels like I'm watching the ocean, the cristal blue ocean when I look into his eyes. They're amazing and I need to tell him that I would love to take a cup of coffeé with him. Then I hear it, my number. The lucky number of mine. I walk in the empty hallway and a guy is already standing there. Waiting for me. He guides me up to the stage and gives me a mic. I give him a cheeky smile before a walk out to the crowd with confident. Everyone gives me a applaud and I give them a big smile. Simon Cowell is sitting there watching me and it makes me a litte bit nervous actually.

"What's your name?"

"I'm Harry Styles.." The crowd is starting to scream again and I start to blush.

"Great, how old are you?" He keeps asking me questions and I can't do anything other than answer them.

"Erhm.. Sixteen."

"Okay, so tell me a little bit about you." That one question I didn't want to answer. I hate that question. Is like everything I've been through, everything I know is all gone. And I can't think about something mature to say.

"I work in a bakery."

"So Harry, you left school to work at that bakery yeah?"

"I work at saturdays. But I finished my DCC's now. So I'm going back to college in september."

"And what are you gonna study in college?" I'm getting a bit bored about all these questions. I came here to sing.

"Law, sociologist, buiness and something else but I'm not sure yet."

He looks a little amazed and he just wides his eyes before he start asking me questions.

"What are you gonna sing?"

"Isn't she lovely by stewie wonder."

"Okay, good luck." He throw his papers at the table and I start to sing. Without music actually and it went better than I thought and I come home with two yes and my family is waiting just off the stage to hug me. My mother is hugging me so thight that I can't breath. But that doesn't matter. I'm a competitor in the X factor UK.

I let go off my mom and run as fast as I can out through the hallway and when I'm out I search for Louis.

"Looking for someone?" I turn my head and watch him standing against the wall and smiles at me. I give him a tight hug and he hugs me back. He's laugh sounds like heaven in my ears and when we finish the hug he stands and look me right in the eyes again. Like the way he did before.

"We're both in the competition."

I smile, he smile and at last we both laugh and hug each other again. He lift me up in his strong arms and spin me around in circles.

"Can I get you a cup of coffée?" My mouth is right next to his ears and he puts me down with a grin.

"That would be wonderful."

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